Part I
After a few attempts of completing the Meeting Asclepius mp3
for this week’s meditative exercise I was finally capable of creating the face
of a wise person on which to focus. However, managing to hold the image for the
length of time of the exercise was challenging and I found my mind wandering
many times. Although I have practiced meditation for a few years now, I am
finding the push of the course making it more challenging to stay focused
because it feels like more of an assignment than a personal journey. This thought
process transition of integral health is a new and changing experience for me,
personally.
I am sure there has
been a fostering of some type in regard to my psychological and spiritual
wellness because I am having thoughts of transition, albeit they are
frightening. I realize the change will be for the better, but as this
transformation takes place, the fact remains there are other transformations of
my personal human experience taking place at the same time. All of these
changes are bringing on emotional and physical responses requiring attention I
am not strong enough to handle at this point in my life and schooling. As a
definite eye opener, I have a long way to go before I am going to be one of the
wise ones sharing the knowledge of greater human flourishing. Much practice is
yet to be done! The best I can do is continue to practice as much as possible,
keeping in mind the end result is the ultimate goal of optimal human
flourishing at some level.
The saying, “One cannot lead another where one has not gone
himself (Schlitz, Amorok, & Micozzi, 2005, p477)” simply states it is not
possible for one to take another to a place they, themselves, have not yet traveled.
To have simply read about the skills and pathways to integral health does not
make any one of us an integral health healer. There is still much practice to
be done, possibly years and years; along with the hopes of finding a teacher or
mentor to help with the progression and transition of the thought process to
create a greater wellness of the inner self to transcend from body to mind to
spirit; only to gain the ability to share the same with others.
Respectfully,
Marcella Gracer
Marcella,
ReplyDeleteI too struggled to stay focused on the wise person sitting across from me, and my mind wandered as if I was sitting in a class and had to remind myself to pay attention. I really enjoy these exercises though they are like a little journey in which my mind relaxes and feels quite calm.
I also enjoy how you stated that one may not take another to a place that they themselves have not traveled, great wording and great blog post!!
Ali